Breaking news: local college student sucks at adulthood
Sometimes I feel perfectly adequate, and can continue feeling that way for days. Sometimes weeks..Then something flips some invisible little switch inside of me and I can barely drag myself out of bed. Or stay in bed. Thats something I truly loathe about anxiety coupled with depression. All you want is to sleep, but the anxiety keeps you on hyper alert and prevents you from getting the rest you so desperately want, and at the same time sends your worrying about things through the roof. So here I am, once again, sitting on the verge of a breakdown, wishing I could will myself out of this. God, I wish I could fly. Nights like these are when I need the people I care about the closest, yet I have such limited access to them, and the fear of rejection burns deeper than my need for reassurance. Goddamnit.
I am very good at feeling very sad
i need ferguson to go down in history books. i need school children in the year 2074 to learn about michael brown being shot on august 9th, 2014 by officer darren wilson. i need this to spark a movement. this can not lose the focus of society a mere month after it happened.